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There's really no need to read this.

I just got done with a somewhat heated arguement with my parents over when I'm allowed to go for my license. Conclusion = they're paranoid and annoying because of my sister's stupid accidents, and aren't letting me get my license in October (even though I'm elligible October 16). UGH. Alafnaskofndkslnfdlgndkl. >:/ 
That just put in a really bad mood.

I'm really obsessed with that new show "New Girl". I plan on watching it religiously until the season's over. I <3 Zooey Deshchanel. EVERYBODYWATCHIT.


I'm in the process of writing an essay about Hamlet for AP Language. It's actually going prettty good, and not taking me that long for starting it the day before it's due. I actually realllly like that class, despite all the suckish work. But, I have another essay due Friday, & a spanish project due Monday. Gahhhh.

Yesterday I ordered my ticket to go see The Maine & Taking Back Sunday at the Chamelon. <3

I'm currently listening to Barefoot Blue Jean Night by Jake Owen.

I'm starting to like country music alot more, thanks to Jenna/Miss Witmer.

I just remembered I have to memorize 20 words for my vocab test tomorrow. Seriously, just fml.

I've been saying fml alot lately. Did you know it means forget my lunch? Savannah does. :D

"This above all, to thine own self be true." That's from Hamlet, and I kinda love it/wanna paint it on a wall of my room.

I reallly need to get my homecoming dress/stuff for spirit week. The longer I wait, the harder both become to find.

She Moves In Her Own Way - The Kooks. That song makes me happy, :D

My legs are becoming quite muscular from weight training and I can feel a definite thine forming. (Thine = freaking awesome thigh muscle) YAY SQUATS.

My blog title means, "Does anybody want to kill me?" :b

This blog is a fail, and I apologize for it's suckishness.

My dad's awesome.

It's true. Last night I was driving and he was just like, "Do you feel like getting a fancy overpriced drink at Sheetz? Yes? Turn right." and we got French vanilla caramel cappachinos. (For the record, he never does that :b) Then we got home and watched JennaMarbles videos. He loves her, but he kept saying "can you find a different one where she doesn't say 'fuck' every two seconds?" Hahaha. We watched abuncha music videos that we think each other would like (Mumford & Sons, The Beatles, Simon & Garfunkel, The Kooks, and Mat Kearney) Then we finished everything with episodes of Awkward and Glee. He loves my two favorite shows as well. Like, seriously? What does your dad that's that cool. NOTHING. :b

"I've heard it said that people come into our lives for a reason, bringing something we must learn. And we are lead to those who help us most to grow, if we let them and we help them in return. Well, I don't know if I believe that's true. But I know I'm who I am today, because I knew you." -For Good lyrics, from the musical Wicked.

I saw that on broadway with Kaycee last December, and it was seriously one of the coolest things, ever. I really like that quote, and Kurt from Glee sings it like beautiful, gay angel he is. (That's not supposed to be offensive or anything, I freaking love him) I wanna frame that and put it on my wall, it's so true. God puts everybody in our lives for a reason, and if they're taken out of our lives than it must be for a reason as well. That definitely something I gotta learn and embrace lately. When people leave, although it may hurt, you've gotta be thankful for it in a way. They left, sure. And it's really gonna suck for awhile. But they changed you, and they're part of the reason you're the person you are now. You're stronger, beautiful, smarter, and just better off. If people don't wanna be in your life anymore, that should be okay. People are replacable, and that's what it comes down. And that's really not such a bad thing these days, in most cases.

...Those two things were really unrelated, I apologize. Goodnight, <3

But you gotta keep your head up, ohhhhh.

Myfavoritesongatthemoment. (:

This weekend has been soooooo great. I love when that happens. :DD

On Friday I went to my first football game of the year, and it was prettty fun. We lost obviously, but it's all goood. We're still the best dang Indians out there. <3

And then Saturday I woke up at seven-freaking-o-clock to pick up everybody's trash from said football game. Y'ALL ARE DISGUSTING. Forreal. Everybody should haveta do that atleast once in their lifetime. It was pretty fun actually though, and we got money for the yearbook! Haha, Matt and me brought the "would you lick this for 1,000 dollars game" into play, and it was great. Conclusion = Matt would eat chocolate on the ground (in a wrapper) covered in dirt and grass for 35 dollars and I would lick the bottom of the trash bag for 3,000 dollars. :D
Then I worked for 4 and a half hours with my favorite Weis people, and Morgan was there!! Morgan only works once every month 'cause of college, and I was so happy to see her. I love that woman.

Then I went to Hersheypark with Hallie for the rest of the day, and we hungout with Nicole and Heather who saved my butt. I lost my ticket, and they had an extra one with A FREE MEAL :D can you say luckyyyyy?

Now I gotta go paint little kid's faces at church, bye. <3

I don't really know what to title this...that's a first. :b

This past week and a half has been quite suckish, not gonna lie. I've gotten from lazy-summer-happy-all-the-time-mode, to I-hate-my-life-I-have-some-much-freaking-crap-to-do. AP Language essays/reading, physics concepts that everyone else seems to get but me, spanish 3 projects, soreness from weight training :b, yearbook....frustrations, 5th periods I don't enjoy, work consuming basically all my free time, close to zero sleep, getting past some rough personal stuff, trying to have a life beyond all of this, and more.


But then you get some time with either a buncha people, one person, you hear a song, and it just brings you back to normal. You remember that everything's only temporary, and you really can get past all the monotonous stuff that makes you wanna shoot yourself. There's a light at the end of the tunnel, and for me it's God saying that I'll be fine and that He's there for me, always. It's makes me feel so much better, and I hope other people get that from this blog. 'Cause I know alotta other people get like this when they've gotta lot to deal with. So...yeah. (:


Thanks, Remedy Drive. Your song helped me through today. <3