Someone please help me understand.

Something that's come to my attention lately that's really annoying/concerning me: how popular the "IDGAF" attitude has gotten.

Like, seriously?

I see so many tweets, statuses, what have you, that basically say "the less of a fuck you give, the happier you'll be."

...like, what?

First off, that logic is not even realistic, in my opinion. I mean call me crazy, but in order to be happy, one normally has to enjoy what they're doing, right? As in, they actually "give a fuck" about what their doing? Boom.

Anyways, I just honestly do not get why alotta people would prefer to not care about well, alot these days, and just say "fish." Like, no. That's a stupid choice. It's like, you have the power to turn pretty much any situation better in life, and if you just say "screw it" all the time, then where does that get you?  Basically, it just really annoys me to see people waste life, especially when so many other people never get a chance to really live life we get to here in Amurrica.

Now, I can somewhat understand why people would rather not put themselves out there completely at times. I'm definitely like that too. But, at the same time, I wish I wasn't. Cause I feel like it's necessary to put your whole self into everything you do, you know? YOLO. So I guess what I'm trying to say in this rambling blog, is that people should try to start caring more. You're gonna get hurt in life regardless. Life is meant to hurt. But it's a beautiful thing, and the pain makes it real. & Most of the time, the more you actually get out there and start "giving a fuck" about things and people, the more people are actually gonna like you, and the happier you'll be.  SO STOP IT, EVERYBODY :)

Kay, that is all. Sorry if this doesn't make sense at all, and I just wasted your life. Just needed to get it off of my chest. :b

Never changing my password again.

Let me just take a moment to explain my frustrations at the moment/explain why I couldn't blog for the longest time.

(deep breath)

Me, being my stupid self, thought it would be a great idea to reset my passwords to almost all my major accounts (Youtube, Twitter [follow me, @ohheyyalicia, it's like as addicting as crack], & my yahoo e-mail account). I mean, it's good to reset your passwords every once and awhile, right?

WRONG. SO WRONG. 

Lemme give you the quick background. Before this very late night when this thought occured (like, atleast 2 in the morning) I had taken a significant amount of Benadryl pills combined with that that Benadryl lotion or whatever that you can actually just apply on your skin. Since then, I've learned that that stuff is seriously like Alicia Campbell's version of weed. It makes me get SOOOOO weird, you guys don't even understand. But normally it knocks me out pretty quick, so I don't worry about it. But not this time, ofcourse.

So..big lesson learned. Don't take Benadryl late at night and change all your passwords to stupid things you'll never remember the next morning. Example: tothewindowstothewalls13. I'm not even kidding. You will be locked out of all your accounts, get very frustrated, and probably cry alot.

Well, now that I've ranted about that forever, I honestly forget what I was gonna blog about. So...hope everybody's having a sexual summer. In the good way ;)
 

I'll definitely blog more, 'cause I have nothing better to do with life when I'm not soccering/working. And I'll probs get back to the StayClassy thang. Eventually....

Night crackaz. <3

Ohhey, blogging.

Ohmy, I don't even know how long it's been. Nor do I feel like calculating it. So, where to start...?

Um, summer. Yay. :)

I've listened to some pretty legit music this summer, so here's some of it. :)

1) "Nothing is written,leaving pure hearts still smitten. Once we finally get to where we want to be,we are already preparing to leave." -Mumford & Sons, from Nothing is Written. They are quickly and surely becoming my all time favorite band. Best lyrics out there, <3

2) Home-Phil Phillips. Ohmygosh, this song is amazing. I can't believe I actually wanted Jessica to win American Idol after hearing this (Not that I even watch it religiously, but I thought she was pretty good from what I saw). "Settle down, it'll all be clear. Don't pay no mind to the demons, they fill you with fear" <3

3) Times-Tenth Avenue North. Hands down, best Christian song I have ever heard.

4) Home-Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros. So, so good. The little story towards the end between Jane and Alexander makes my heart melt. "Home, let me come home. Home is wherever I'm with you."

5) Pretty much everything by Ben Rector. I've sorted my favorite songs by him. :b

White Dress-when you're happy :)

When A Heart Breaks-when you're really depressed :(

Moving Backwards-when you're reflective

Out of My Head-when you're just really calm and carefree :)

6) Midnight City-M83. Makes me wanna dance, but that's pretty much it. :/

7) Wide Awake-Katy Perry. I LOVE THIS SONG, AND EVERYTHING ABOUT IT.

8) Island In The Sun-Old school and classy, JU$+ h0w 1 lyk3 1+ :) also, perfect for the beach

9) Downtown Girl-Hot Chelle Rae. Also love everything about this song. Too bad they suck live.

10) Build Me A Girl & You Should Know Better-Andy Grammer. <3

11) Between The Lines-Sara Bareilles. Lovelovelove.

12) Pollen and Salt-Daphne Loves Derby; will always be one of my favorite songs. Perfect for if you're trying to fall asleep.

13) Arms-Seabear and First Day of My Life-Bright Eyes are also perfect when you wanna sleep.

14) Lonely Lullaby-Owl City. Perfection.

15) Closer to Love & Ships In The Night-Mat Kearney. This guy's music = the music of Jesus

16) Some Nights-Fun. Makes me sooooo happy. :D

Kay, that's enough. It's like, 12:30 & I have an 8 hour shift tomorrow, weeeeee.

Goodnight everyone, <3

It's always summer in my heart, and in my soul. :)

^Blog title from Always Summer by Yellowcard. <3

The fact that we only have one (and a half) days left of school makes me soso happy. But, at the same time, I'm really gonna miss this year. For alotta reasons:
1) It was so exciting! Everybody getting their licenses, and going on adventures, without being driven by our parents ;) because yolo.

2) I got so much closer to so many awesome people. I don't feel like making a list, but I'm sure they know who they are.

3) This was the last year I got to be with Jenna every day. I'll miss her so much. :(

4) Next year's gonna be all about college and leaving each other, and it's gonna be sad. Although this year was hard, we all suffered together. <3

But, we've still got this summer, our senior summer (I don't consider next summer our senior summer, that's like, college summer..).  & I'm determined to make it awesome.

What I'm doing so far is...

-grad partyin' it UP.
-Creation with Savannah :)
-vacation with my family in some fancy cabin (AND WE'RE GOING TO THE FREAKING SPA)
-soccer practice, alot
-Mountains with Jenna :)
-Beach with Savannah and her family, but not Seth :(

andddd alot more. It shall be grand.

& Now I'm off to the pool to get black. Have a great Memorial Day everybody, and thanks to all the brave men and women that fight for our country. <3